Tatini Goler

Double Rapture
Because there is no me
And because I feel
How much there is no me.”

I love the above quote by Anna Swir (1909-1984) because it describes so accurately where I am finding myself after 36 years on the spiritual journey: The simultaneity of no-thing-ness and everything-ness, the emptiness out of which arise infinite sparkles of potentiality of embodied divinity.

About Tatini – by Saniel Bonder

“Tatini Goler has a tremendous healing and awakening gift. She embodies a steady confidence in Being which, through her teaching work, she also effectively helps her students achieve. She transmits a matter-of-fact, no-nonsense, practical self-confidence on material, spiritual and deep emotional levels. Her grounded manifesting power is what in traditional yoga is called a “siddhi,” a quite remarkable and rare capacity. And with her natural concentration on getting to the next step, she finds the simplest ways to help her students make practical adjustments so they can actually live the paradox of being simultaneously human and divine. Tatini’s understanding of systems such as the Enneagram, combined with her reverence for the ultimately indescribable mystery of each person’s unique nature, also makes her an extraordinary teacher and servant of her students’ capacity to manifest and embody their own special gifts in the world.” – Saniel Bonder, founder of Waking Down in Mutuality®, author of Healing the Spirit/Matter Split

I offer a free 30 minute “getting-to-know” each other session to feel into if we would be a good match for working together. Email me to schedule a free introductory session.

Significant influences:

At age 27, the Inner Journey became my life’s focus.
My first spiritual influences were OSHO’s teachings, specifically his commentaries on Buddhism’s “the light is inside” teachings. For ten years meditations, such as Dynamic, Kundalini, and Vipassana and Zazen, along with personal growth groups and individual therapy, as well as study of the Spiritual Dimensions of the Enneagram as a way of identifying my deepest point of separation (9 with 1 wing, 9/5/4 Tritype), was my life and I loved it!

After my OSHO period, I dedicated myself to Mindfulness Meditation, Direct Path Non-Dual teachings, Byron Katie’s “The Work”, Shamanic journeying, Gabrielle Roth’s 5-Rhythms dance, and since 2005 Waking Down in Mutuality \ Trillium Awakening. I had my Whole Being Realization six month into my engagement and became a Waking Down teacher in 2008.

In addition to Trillium Awakening teaching and Human Design System consulting (5/1 Emotional Projector), which I am most passionate to offer as one of the tools to recognize the simultaneity of Spirit and Matter and live in alignment with one’s unique expression of Being, in the last 6 years, I have found deepest fulfillment in what feels like dharmic work for me as a Hospice Nurse Aide.  Being in the field of the death transition with patients and their families feels sacred and utterly fulfilling. 
In August 2020 I was diagnosed with Cancer. Being on the Cancer journey has profoundly deepened me into the Mystery of the Paradox of being both so very mortal and immortal. The experience and exploration of the terror of my body’s death has opened up the space of deepest darkness and a letting go into the Unknowable.

Since 2021, the practice of Circling / Relatefulnes, a relational presence meditation is deeply fulfilling my heart’s longing to awaken to more of ME in community, in mutuality, in Presence, in WE space. I trained with relateful.com and offer Intro to Circling online meetings upon request.

Current (April 2024) exploration:

In the last few months, the practice of Honest Sharing (by Gopal Norbert Klein) has helped me to land even more stably in my embodiment. I am in the process of offering the peer/self-help practice of Honest Sharing in the online space.

“If you have come here to help me you are wasting your time,
but if you have come because your liberation is bound up with mine,
then let us work together.” ~Lilla Watson