The Rot

This life and this world often seem so beautiful and compelling that I am swept up in intensities of absorption in – the moment, the environment, the beloved.  Something that is intoxicating and challenging at once.  As I walk down a friend’s gravel driveway each stone shifts slightly beneath my feet as I move and each…

“Deborah Boyar has become one of the Great Mothers of the Waking Down in Mutuality work and community. Her very presence nurtures, holds, and accepts people wherever they are. When you share your most difficult issues and deepest wounds with her, she is always so deeply touched at the heart that you feel honored and…

Throughout my journey of shifts and awakenings, inquiry statements have been helpful. Before awakening to the reality of my conscious nature, I would sometimes pause in the middle of activity and ask my self one of more of the following questions I might start with the simple inquiry “What am I feeling now?” After taking…

Quiet friend who has come so far, Feel how your breathing makes more space around you. Let your darkness be a bell tower And you the bell. As you ring, What batters you becomes your strength. Move back and forth into the change. What is it like, such intensity of pain? If the drink is…